Monday, May 24, 2010

"I'll be the victim!", "All of your life."*

Something is wrong, I have been very antsy lately.


A few weeks ago everyone at church kept commenting on how something was different about me...but I hadn't changed anything. I mean, I was putting on the smile more, but that was it. I guess a smile does a lot though. Since then a lot has changed. I chopped off my hair one day because I was fed up with life and needed a change. Now I am going to dye my hair. I have few options left for the "need a change" feeling that comes on. I can rearrange my room (which I won't cause it works well the way it is), I can buy some new clothes (which technically I have done more in the past month then I did all last year)...uh...crap...out of ideas. Once I dye my hair what is left? What will I do? I've been thinking about it, I would like to do free things (like rearranging the room or chopping off my hair) but some of this will cost money.

  • I could channel my angst into painting my bathroom (finally)

  • I could pick up a hobby (any advice for a non-musical, no dancey, unhandy, no bueno crafty, individual?)

  • I could throw myself into working out, cause what's the harm in doing THAT? Ouch, I almost hurt my head throwing it back so quickly to laugh in derisive amusement, like I could ever throw myself into working out a lot. ...I'd rather shave my head...then paint it.

  • I could finally read the 58 books on my bookshelf that are screaming to be read already...but last night I picked about four of them up and could only read a few pages before deciding to just go to bed early.

I need help folks. What do you guys do when you are in a funk and need a change?

5 comments:

Amber Lanae- said...

*The Adam's Family

Um...you could come see me and we could go on an adventure?!

Sarah said...

paint your nails funky colors??

Joanna and Ben said...

Adams Family Values!!

Joanna and Ben said...

you could take up gardening... nothing lives when I take a whack at it, but it might work for you, there are a lot of hard to kill plants out there. I got bored about 7 years ago so I started having kids, you have to wait a bit for that, but trust me, it works. I've never been so busy in my life.

Katie H said...

I still think you should write. You're quite good at it...

P.S. I am jealous you get to dye your hair. I try it, and the color literally falls out.

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